Life is choice

hello yellow.. how's day blog? Long time no write ya. hehe.. Hari ini as usual gw ga punya topik berarti, hanya saja saat ini gw pengen ngomong, hidup adalah pilihan. Mau hidup atau mati, mau sukses apa gitu-gitu doang, mau bahagia sekarang apa bahagia nanti, mau beranjak apa diem di tempat. Semua pilihan.. Sayangnya seringkali kita terbentur dalam berbagai kondisi yang bikin kita galau, mending pilih ini tapi begini, apa pilih itu tapi begitu.. But again, life is choice..

Kadang gw sendiri ga ngerti, sebenernya dalam hidup ini kita perlu ga sih memilih membuat sesuatu, boleh ga sih kalo gw ga milih keduanya, atau bahkan kita menerima keduanya. Dan bahkan untuk memutuskan ini, kita dikembalikan lagi-lagi kepada pilihan. Ckckc abis memang. (Eh gw baru inget hari ini gw berkomitmen nulis pake english, yada males ganti yang tadi diatas)

In my opinion, i prefer to not choice anything. I prefer to take all. However sometime my mind say: "it's better to choose one, and we focus there, than we choose all and we don't put our focus on both". But well, it's back again, this is my choice. When i choose to take all, it means that i want to do both, and i'll try to do the best for all. 

I have just faced this hard choice last week, i need to chose to attend at the briefing of dubin, or be the  laison officer at AEO, or teach my student. First, i think i want to do all. I wish i can join on all. But one thing we need to know, Life is choice. So sometimes when we already decided that we won't choose anything, but at least we still need to choose one. So i chose to join in AEO and Dubin. And again, when we've already chose something, it must takes a risk and we must to sacrifice something. In my case, i became LO only a half day until 1 pm, then i went to dubin's briefing. So i can join both, but i must to willing that i won't get the certificate for the LO. Although i already attended for all the LO trainings, gladi resik, and come every morning at 6! But i know, this is my fault and my greedy want to join all, so i sacrifice the certificate, in case i already get experiences and friends by join the event only a half day. hehhe.

I wanna share a bit of my experience being LO at AEO. It was a hard day for me to choose whether i must to join LO, dubin, or teach my students. But at least i made a choice, i made a permission for my teaching, so i just need to focus on LO and dubin. Then i did the LO only a half day. At first, actually i was regret because i can't join on the whole day of AEO, but i also think, if i dont come to the dubin, i also can't find the other friends. Ok, so it has its own advantages and disadvantages, and i shouldn't regret. And at this event, i met a lot of new friends and also met my old friends (from the committees or LOs itself, and also from the old participants who re-joined in AEO). And the best thing was, when i be chosen to pick up an australian judge (adjudicator) in sudirman park. I was so excited and also nervous to know i would be needed to make a conversation with judge. U know, usually judge has a lot of requests, (galak), and the other bad things, lol. But luckily, this judge was really humble and friendly! I like his eyes, it is blue if i'm not wrong. His eyes are really warm, and i like how he act when he talk to us. He doesn't look arrogant or something like that, so kind.. And my stupid, i became blank and don't know what topic i need to talk with him. Luckily one of my friends--who drove the car, she is a good speaker one. She has a good attitude in speaking with people, and she talked a lot with him. And i think she better become the hospitality division than me. ==a But at all, it was fun and i proud become one of their LOs. Every people who have talked with me (participants and observer), all said that we are excellent and they need to make some event like we did on their school/university. :D

Ok, maybe a bit out of topic yah, but at least yahhh life is choice. In life we will always be faced with many choices, and there, we need to think which is the best thing and the best way for us to take. And when we already choose something, there will be something to be risked or be sacrifice. Just be wise and smart then. Have a nice day :D