Princess Diary on 23th March

Beralih dari posting yang tadi, gw mau menulis sedikit tentang curhatan pribadi gw.. Ini bukan post yang penting untuk dibaca, tapi kalo mo baca juga ga apa-apa kok. Hahahaa..

Kejadiannya udah lama, udah ada kurang lebih dari 5 tahun yang lalu. Pernah ga sih kalian sakit hati banget, tapi sekaligus sayang banget sama seseorang? Untuk meluruskan dulu, ini bukan kisah cinta kasih lawan jenis yah.. Up to now, I never share that kind of story here, hahaha.. 

Jadi ceritanya, gw merasa sakit hati sama seseorang, tapi sekaligus gw merasa terlanjur sayang dengan dia. Berkali-kali dia melakukan hal yang menyakitkan, sampai gw akhirnya berubah jadi jahatin dia.. Gw jutekin, dan agak menyebalkan, biar dia tahu kalo gw sebel. Cuma emang dasar sifatnya, walau gw yakin dia tahu gw kesel, dia tetep ga berusaha buat menjaga perasaan gw.. Gw ga ngerti sama jalan pikiran dia, tapi gw tau, itu emang sifat alami dia. Dia terlalu polos, hingga kadang cenderung bodoh menurut gw.. Makanya gw ga bisa protes dan cuma bisa nelen rasa sakit hati itu bulet-bulet.. Kenapa ga gw jauhin aja? Karena gw terlanjur menganggap dia salah seorang yang spesial dalam hidup gw.

Sampai pada akhirnya seorang teman baik gw yang cukup bijak, dia berkata begini ke gw.. (kayanya dulu gw pernah post deh di postingan dulluuuuu banget).. katanya, "Kalo emang lu merasa dia teman yang baik, itu berarti karena dia memang udah baik sama lu. Jadi bodo amet dia mau anggep lu apa, yang penting kan bagi lu, dia itu temen lu yang baik."

Kata-kata teman gw ini selalu gw pake buat menenangkan hati gw kalo rasa sakit hati itu lagi berkecamuk. Akhirnya, gw memutuskan untuk mematikan hati gw saat deket dia. Biar gw ga merasa sakit hati. Dan gw pikir, gw uda berhasil. Tapi sayangnya, she/he ruins it again when she/he back.. Mau gimanapun sifat dia ga berubah. Semua kata-kata indahnya ga sejalan dengan perbuatan dia. Huh.. Cuman sekali lagi, gw tau kalo dia lakuin ini bukan dengan sengaja. Nyebelin abis. ckck..

Akhirnya malam ini, mendadak gw membaca tulisan gw sendiri pas dulu gw menyalin kata-kata indah yang gw baca di internet. 

"Terkadang yang jauh lebih menyenangkan dari sebuah janji adalah bukan ketika ia ditepati, melainkan ketika ia direlakan untuk menemukan kebenarannya sendiri."

"Kesejatian cinta sebenarnya bukan terletak pada kata-kata 'cinta tak harus memiliki', melainkan mensyukuri dan mencintai apa yang kita miliki. Buat apa bersikukuh mencintai sesuatu yang bukan untukmu. Kita punya bagian sendiri untuk dimiliki, cintailah itu."  -Pohon Kersen dan Hujannya-

Jadi kalau ada teman-teman sekalian yang senasib mengalami kejadian yang serupa atau hampir serupa, silakan dibaca berulang-ulang kata-kata indah diatas. Semoga mujarab. Hahahaa..

I don't Know How I Did It

Haii.. lamaaaaa bangeeettt ga nulis yah disini. Gw sampe merasa bersalah sendiri terkesan meninggalkan teman setia karena hal lain. Hahaha, aku lebhai.. 

Semenjak memasuki tahun 2013 ini, gw bener-bener ga tau apa yang terjadi dengan kemampuan menulis gw, gw bener-bener ga pernah punya ide mau nulis apaan.. Walau dulu gw pernah baca siapa gitu yang nulis, dia bilang gini, "Nulis itu jangan tunggu sampe punya ide. Saat kita mulai nulis, idenya akan muncul sendiri". Jadi gw sangat berharap saat gw mulai menulis saat ini, ide-ide akan muncrat ke permukaan neuron dan semua badan sel otak gw yah..

Saat gw flashback betapa mudahnya gw menulis dulu, gw bertanya, "I don't know how I did it". Iya banget ga sih? Ini bukan kasus pertama. Gw sering banget melakukan segala sesuatu tanpa mikir panjang. Saat udah selesai, gw baru bertanya-tanya, how can I did it.. Karena at the moment ketika flashback, kalo gw disuru melakukan hal yang sama, kayanya gw bakal mikir ulang.. Dan gw yakin kalian juga sering mengalami hal yang sama. Hehehe..

So, the list "I don't know how I did it" gw ini cukup panjang..

1. Gw ga ngerti gimana caranya dulu gw hapalin dan kerjain semua soal-soal ujian Mat, Fisika, Kimia, Biologi dan segala pelajaran2 ga penting yang gw ga inget lagi isi-isinya.. 

2. Gw ga ngerti gimana caranya dulu gw mengatakan semua kekesalan gw sama teman gw. Soalnya biasanya gw tipe yang ga enak cari masalah jadi pendem sendiri. Tapi good news-nya, setelah gw menyampaikan itu, masalahnya kelar!

3. Gw ga tau kenapa gw pernah berani banget ngajak ...... *not to share here, lol*

4. Gw ga ngerti gimana caranya dulu gw bertahan melihat orang yang gw suka malah pacaran depan mata gw hampir setiap hari. #Ehh.. wkwkkw..

5. Gw ga ngerti gimana caranya dulu tiba-tiba berani buat kepo ikutan lomba karaoke, padahal gw biasa paling ga mau kalo disuru nyanyi depan umum.

6. Gw bingung kenapa gw berani sok-sok an ikutan jadi tutor inggris di BNEC, karena yang diajarin itu cuma beda setaon dua taon sama gw.. Makin anehnya, karena masih gw lanjutin sampe sekarang.. (jadi bahkan saat gw lakuin peran ini, gw masih merasa heran how can I do this. Lol)

7. Dann masihh banyaaakk banget lagi.

Tapi semua hal-hal tanpa mikir panjang tersebut hasilnya bagus loh. Btw, gw bukan lagi sok mamer atau apa ya, tapi saat kita mo ngmg sesuatu kan harus ada contoh biar lebih jelas, jadi gw sodorin deh beberapa yang gw inget saat ini doang.. Hahah.. Semuanya itu terasa sulit (bagi gw yah), cuma pada akhirnya, I know I can do it.. Karena kalo katanya Kelly Clarkson, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.. Terus salah satu kutipan adegan film The Billionaire (yang kisah nyata pemilik perusahaan rumput laut Tae Koe Noi) juga mendukung.. Dialog-nya kurang lebih seperti ini:

"Saya mungkin terlalu tidak berpikir panjang selama ini, Paman."

"Tidak apa. Malah karena kau tidak berpikir panjang, maka kau bisa berada di posisi ini sekarang."

So, if u ask me for the next "I dont know how I do it" untuk saat ini, curhat singkatnya, gw saat ini bekerja freelance sebagai translator di suatu perusahaan. Dan sejujurnya, dari awal start sampai sekarang, gw masih bertanya-tanya, apakah gw mampu? Karena pendorong untuk keberanian-ga-mikir-panjang kali ini karena teman-teman seperjuangan gw juga sama-sama mengambil job ini.. Jadi biarkan gw menjalankannya sekarang, sehingga gw buat diri gw terkagum-kagum saat gw udah sukses melalui semua ini. So do you, Guys! Stop think too much, just do whatever u believe it's good. Salam sukses! :D
(Nah kan akhirnya tanpa disangka gw mendapatkan topik yang cukup menarik dan bisa menulis sepanjang ini.. I dont know how I did it loh, Lol!)

Banyak orang yang tahu tapi ga bisa lakuin

Lamaaa banggeettt ga nulis yaa. Lebai ya. Cuma kan emang biasanya kalo di taon2 lalu sebulan gw bisa nulis beberapa post, dan ini uda masuk bulan kedua dan baru 1 post, apaah?!! 

Sebenernya gw bukannya terlalu sibuk, bukann.. Bukan karena abis ujian, bukannn.. Tapi karena gw emang lagi ga punya ide buat menulis sesuatu yang berkualitas. Gw merasa post terakhir-terakhir gw di blog ini kurang greget, ga ada artikel yang bisa menambah pengetahuan atau membuka pikiran gitu, cuma curhat-curhatan anak kuliah ga jelas gw gitu yang gw percaya sekali dua kali dibaca lumayan jadi intermezo, tapi kalo terus-terusan, orang bakal muak dan meninggalkan membaca blog gw, hiks.. Makanya untuk mengantisipasiii, gw break dulu deh yang malah jadi keenakan. hihihi. Tapi saat gw akhirnya memutuskan untuk menulis hari ini, bukan karena akhirnya gw dapet topik yang menarik, tapi karena gw merasa gw uda terlalu lama ga update dan takut pada mati kekangenan. *being slapped*

Tapi tenang2, gw ada topik lumayan bagus kok kayanya hari ini, walo sebelomnya gw mau memasukkan hal ga penting dulu sekarang. Abis kalo dijadiin 1 post, terlalu singkat, kalo ga dipost, gw na mau ngepost. Salahkah bila diriku, terlalu banyak mau, jangan tanyakan mengapa, karna ku tak tahuuu... Oke itu adalah, akhirnya di penghujung taon kemaren gw berhasil membuat scrapbook lagi untuk yang kedua kalinya dengan konsep berbeda untuk temen gw, Stella. Emm, sebenernya ga bisa dibilang scrapbook, tapi lebih ke buku note kali yah. Pokonya yang jelas konsep kali ini, 100% buatan tangan gw. Gw cm share foto covernya (gila covernya unyu abis gw sampe ga rela kasih ke dia! hahahah) dan salah 1 quotes yang gw suka.. :) Sebenernya masih ada 1 lagi sih, cuma gw ga tau nih gw taro dimana fotonya ga ketemu. Mungkin nyusul suatu hari nanti. hahahah..

Sedikit cerita behind the scene dari buku ini, ini gw kasih ke Stella sebagai kado ultahnya yang super telat. Abisnya pertama gw ga kepikiran mo kasih apaan ke dia, sampe g pikir yada diemin aja ga usa kasih kado. Eh abis itu pas menjelang libur taon baru, jiwa kreatif gw sangat tinggi dan gw pengen banget bikin buku tulis buat gw sendiri yang covernya gw bikin sendiri. Terus gw baru pikir, ini si stella juga gw bikinin aja kali ya, soalnya kayanya dia termasuk anak yang suka sama hal2 beginian. Dan kalo dia gw bikinin ginian, pasti disimpen. Sekali lagi, gw sangat menyaring orang2 yang pantas dapet hasil karya gw. Syaratnya cuma 1, tuh orang cukup menghargai hasil kerja gw dan bisa merawat. Dan dia jadi anak beruntung yang gw bikinin deh.. Tau ga, karena gw menumpahkan banyak waktu buat bikinin dia buku, as i mentioned, buku ini 100% buatan tangan gw (di dalemnya gw ada gambar tangan beberapa lembar bukan pake komputer), alhasil jiwa kreatif gw tersalurkan dan gw uda cukup ga kepengen bikin lagi buat gw sendiri. Akhirnya sampe skrg buku gw POLOS dan entah kapan gw bakal bikin desain buat buku gw sendiri. Wkakak..

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Oke langsung ke topik yang lumayan pentingnya aja.. hahaha. Jadi begini, pas hari Rabu kemarin pas di bawah sinar matahari, gw melihat kulit gw berbintik merah-merah. Terus gw bingung kenapa yah, cuma akhirnya gw cuekin. Terus pas hari Kamisnya gw baru inget lagi dan baru peratiin, ternyata bintik2 merah itu memenuhi bagian anggota tubuh gw mulai dari tangan sampai kaki. Anehnya merah2nya ini ga nyentrong, ga bakal ngeh gitu kalo ga peratiin, ga berjendol dan ga gatel. Makanya gw santai2 aja walau aga takut terkena penyakit serius macam demam berdarah, amit2..

Setelah gw kasih tau mama, beliau juga heran dan cuma ngomong, "Kenapa yah?" dan melupakannya begitu saja.. Karena merah-merahnya sampe hari ini masih ada walau uda mulai memudar, mak gw baru mulai lebih khawatir dan ajak ke dokter. Telat banget gila si mama khawatirnya, pas uda mulai pudar baru ke dokter.. Cuma karena gw anak yang penurut (boong banget), maka gw setuju.

Maka kami pergi ke Dokter Inneke yang di greenville. Singkatnya, gw ga kenapa2 katanya sih cuma paling kena virus apa bakteri gitu. Nah cerita gw baru mau dimulai, karena tadi cuma pembukaan. Yang mau gw critain adalah si dokter Inneke. Jadi si bu dokter ini uda praktek lama banget yah entah beberapa puluh tahun, dia dokter spesialis kulit dan kelamin kalo gw baca dari kartu namanya. Semuanya berlangsung oke sampai suatu hari rumahnya kebakaran karena kompor meledak. Beritanya sempet masuk koran dan berita mungkin, cuma karena gw pembaca berita yang kaya kapal selam, kadang nonton kadang ga, makanya gw ga tau. Mama tau, tapi ini cerita lengkap dari ibu dokter.

Katanya sih regulator kompornya ga kenceng dan akhirnya meledak. Beliau langsung kesamber api dan buru-buru lari copotin baju dan roknya yang kena api dan buru-buru ambil baskom air dan celupin tangannya ke air. Tapi sayangnya ini ga menolong banyak, beliau liat kulitnya uda mengkerut semua. Gw deskripsiin sedikit rupa si ibu dokter tadi pas gw dateng. Dia wanita sudah berumur, lumayan tinggi, jalannya tertatih2 dan jari-jari tangannya menekan ke arah telapak tangan, kayanya kaku gt. Hanya jari jempol dan telunjuknya yang bisa dilurusin.

Singkat cerita, dia dibawa ke dokter setelah mengalami luka bakar di seluruh tangan, kaki, sedikit di bagian leher dan wajah. Beliau di rawat di rumah sakit selama 1 tahun an (oh menn..) dan akhirnya boleh pulang, walau pada saat itu dia tetep belom bisa ngapa-ngapain cuma bisa di kursi roda. 

"Tangan dan kaki saya kaku, uda kaya kayu. Cuma bisa tiduran di ranjang"

Beliau nolak untuk di fisioterapi, karena katanya ga berguna. Mending beliau latian sendiri. Karena untuk fisioterapi berarti dia musti setiap hari ke tempat fisioterapinya, dan untuk kesana aja beliau musti digendong berkali2. Dari rumah-kursi roda-mobil-kursi roda. 

Gw kurang jelas kenapa, pokonya karena luka bakar itu, mengakibatkan kaki dan tangannya kaku dan menekuk semua. Kakinya menekuk lurus jadi kaya posisi jinjit, sehingga beliau musti operasi sekali di negeri tetangga biar bisa balikin kakinya dalm posisi 90 derajat. Walau akhirnya kakinya uda bisa menekuk, tapi kakinya tetep kaya balok kayu yang ga bisa digerakin. Maka setiap hari beliau gerak2in kakinya sendiri. Tapi latihan gerakin kaki ini malah bikin pembuluh darah kaki dia pecah. Jadi setiap dia coba gerak, kakinya berdarah. Kalo uda berdarah, dia bakal berenti dan coba lagi besok. Begitu terus sampai akhirnya ga berdarah lagi. Sampai suatu hari dia uda bisa menggerakkan kakinya depan belakang, kiri kanan, dan gerakan memutar, maka pas di dokter, dia mau latihan berdiri. Tapi sekali dia berdiri, pembuluh darahnya pecah lagi dan mengeluarkan darah sampai 2 sendok katanya sehingga dia musti ditransfusi darah.

Berat dan kelam banget pokonya pasti peristiwa itu. Tapi sekarang finally beliau uda bisa berdiri, bisa jalan, bisa nulis, bisa praktek lagi, luar biasa loh. "Untung dokter, dokter ya. Jadi setidaknya tau apa yang musti dilakuin," kata Mama.

"Jangan salah. Banyak orang yang tahu tapi ga bisa lakuin. Yang penting kemauan."

Sepenggal kalimat beliau ini sangat berkesan buat gw. Banyak orang yang tahu, tapi ga bisa lakuin. Entah karena emang ga mampu, atau karena ga mau. Yang jelas berkat tekad dan kemauan beliau, dia bisa bangkit dan pulih lagi. Walau belom 100% pulih, tapi dia uda jauhhhh jauuuhhh banget lebih dibanding jaman dulu yang cuma bisa berbaring dan untuk bangun tidur doang musti digendong. Ia kan? 

Beratus-ratus buku pengalaman jatuh bangkit orang lain sering kita baca, tapi percaya deh, pas lu mendapatkan cerita itu dari seorang yang lu kenal baik secara langsung maupun tidak langsung, kita bakal lebih tersentuh. :')

New Years Eve Experience

Hi, as i promised before, i wanna share my new year's eve experience nowww.. A bit late, i know since i promise it will be posted on Saturday, but i had tried to write this post as soon as possible, and this post had been finished on Sunday, actually.. before an accident on my computer, it was error, and everything i had written was lost. ALL! And I rewrite it now.. Haha *sad laugh* And badly to said, I can't write it as good as before. U will lose your sense of writing if u had already wrote it with all of your heart and it was error and lost, right? *sigh*

So, my new year was bad and good at one time. Let me tell you all the detail. Hahaha..
My friend, Angely invited me to celebrated the end of year together with her boyfriend and also Mery. Angel really wish that she can watch the firecracker at Central Park. And as u know, if we watch the new year firecrackers, it means it will be started at 12 AM, and everybody had no idea how we got home safely at the very early morning. So I suggested to book a hotel. We tried to checked the cheapest, nearest, and most worthed hotel to stay for one night, but since it is new year, mostly the hotels are so expensive and full booked. Finally Angel suggested to go to cafe or somewhere..
Btw fyi, none of us drove car or something, so we all depending to public transportation. My mom and dad was told me to not join at first, but finally they gave up and let me join. hahaha..

Bad news, the firecrackers at CP held on January 1st, on 19.00; not on 00.00 (Angel read it from CP's website. But I still wondering how can they didn't play the firecrackers on the end of the year). So we decided to met at TA instead, wishing it won't be as crowded as CP. We met TA on about 5pm for having a dinner at Jala-jala. I met one of my lecture there. Hahaha..

Toni - Angely - Me - Mery

Then we decided to watched The Hobbit 3D. This movie was so long, about 3 hours, so it just ended on 1 AM which mean i missed the new year firecrackers!

Me and Mery

As we went out from the cinema, TA was already closed and the street was so quiet. No cars or taxi outside and honestly, i was starting be panic, however I tried to stay cool. Lol. Angel just thought wanna called taxi until suddenly there was Blue Bird came in (on the morning, 1 am, oh man) and we went to PIK.

Angel said that PIK has a lot of cafes and karaoke places and it opens for 24 hours, so we can spend the rest of day there. First, we planned to karaoke, but since it was new years eve, it was a bit expensive so we cancelled and preferred to playing cards on the cafe instead. It was my first time to stay outside on the very early morning, with no plan, no place to stay, no car. It was crazy, horrible, but fun at one time. We walked along PIK street to finding which cafe we would like to stay for the rest of the day. But mostly of the cafes have jedak-jeduk music, and many women were throwing up when they went out the cafe. Hahahaa.. But finally we found a good cafe that really attract me by its roof  (which more beautiful in the night by its lamp) and its decoration---I didn't take any picture of the cafe, so I take it on google :p. It was Callista Garden :D

Callista Garden outside

Callista Garden decoration

We were eating and playing cards there. We ordered a pan of ..... (i don't remember the menu's name), but it was cheese pizza and I ordered avocado juice as my drink as well. A heavy menu on the early morning XD

After spending about 2 hours at Callista Cafe, I though bad things had already end, but I was totally wrong! The bad things didn't end, but just starting there.. U know what, the cafe and karaoke aren't open for 24 hours! So we were struggling on the street at 4 am since everywhere are already closed. My mom and dad can kill me if they know this, but i sensor this part when i told them the story. Lol

So it was so desperate, we try to walk to somewhere but everywhere had already closed. And once again, nobody there. no car, the street was damnly quiet and honestly, i starting be panic and I really show my panic face this time. ahahahahaa..

Just skip to the last, finally we got a taxi (after walking a thousand miles, exaggerated of mine) and we went to Seven Eleven at PV wishing it would be open for 24 hours, and thanks God, Sevel save my life. We spend the rest of the day at sevel, playing cards and went home at 8am by Transjakarta. That was really freak but I really wish one day we can go there together again, by car and have a good planning, of course. hahahaa.

Here are some photos of us:

BEFORE --- still fresh

Look at Angel, she was really shining and happy that night, coz her BF was on her side :D

AFTER --- after walking so long, panic, and finally terdampar at Sevel. U can see, outside is dark.. (eh i dont know the darkness is come from the glass type or it's really reflected outside condition. Lol). But luckily, we still remember how to smile at the very tiring day. Hahahaa..

at sevel on the very early morning

Never do these freak things anymore in my whole life.. *finger crossed*

Helloo, it is January 3rd lohh.. A bit late but let me say, "Happy New Yearrrrr!! Proudly present something fresh from oven: The Big 2013--Fabulous Me". Yap this is a sudden best idea of mine to make a theme for guiding me for the whole year ahead: Fabulous Me. I don't know what will I do for this year, I have already written some resolutions, not share here, and it isn't something 'big'. But whatever it is, whatever i will do, everything will be fabulous when I lend a hand. Hahahaa! (it's not a narsis or something u name it, but it more like a motivation for myself :D)

Oh ya, forget to mention, I really grateful that 2013 is coming, that means the prediction of "2012 is the end of the world" is totally wrong, thanks God. However I'm not feel 100% relieve. Some or many times I feel like earth is really in a bad condition. I just wish everybody finally get consciousness how important to heal it soon, since I see everybody still do some simple things that make earth be worse, such as: i'm not offending anybody here, but I try to say the truth. Many of my university friends who live in a boarding house usually pay a rent for a month that including unlimited water, electricity, etc.,etc. And since it is unlimited, they really don't care in using water, and the worst is electricity. They keep their AC in on condition however they know they will in outside till nite. And a dozen bad things that I'm sure u know what it is. And also when everybody still using plastic anywhere in any occasion. I take my Mom as an example. I don't know if she is a plastic fans or what, but she likes to take the plastic from the market however she knows she doesn't need it. And I'm the one who always complaining her to refuses plastic if she doesn't really need it. ckck.

I wanna share a strange phenomenon that happened on the last days on 2012. I forget the date, but it really a shocking event. So it was afternoon and the sky was so clear and sun was so bright. There was a little rain before but it had stopped, and as I said that the sky was already good. I was lying reading The Hunger Games and suddenly, there was a very big-very loud-very terrible-thunderbolt! The sound of thunderbolt is about 5-7 seconds, and I think this is the real "cetar membahana badai halilintar- YouNameIt" of Syahrini. I can feel my house a bit shaking and luckily, nothing happen to my house. You know, I was so afraid if the thunderbolt would ruin my house or something, Lol. I don't know how and why suddenly there was a big-very very loud of thunderbolt in the bright afternoon. But nothing happen, just a seconds of heart attack, luckily. And my Mom heard that one of my neighbor's house, his wall was broken by the thunderbolt. So I really please everybody can be "The Emissary of Global Warming". hahahhaa..

Oh ya Btw, I really wanna share my experience of how I celebrating my 31 December-1 January. But I think it will be fun if there are some photos. But since the photos are all in my friend's handphone and I will take it on Saturday, so keep tune until Saturday yaahh.. Babaaaaii :*

Merry Christmas! x Etude Nail Polish Christmas Edition

Hello all of my lovely bala bala.. First of all let me wish you a Merry Christmas! :D I'm so glad that we really survive on the last 21 Dec (Lol) and are allowed to celebrating this wonderful Christmas once more time. It's just counting for the end of this big 2012 year and welcome to the other new pages of the 2013. Really wish we can have a wonderful days on the next 2013. #finger crossed

Still taking about Christmas, I wanna share my recently use: 'Christmas Nail Polish Edition'. It's so gorgeous that I really can't stand for. :s It is Etude! 

Etude is launching 4 products for Christmas Edition, called "If Story Nail Kit". And the one I using now is "If Story Nail Kit III". Since my camera has a bad quality, so I only select some photos of mine to share and prefer to take the other from internet.. XP

"If Story Nail Kit III" is consist of 2 nail polishes, (1) If Snow of Love, and (2) Falls on the Christmas Tree. So it also called as: #03 If Snow of Love Falls on the Christmas Tree. Is it so sweet? I just realize that some brands of nail polish give a sweet name for their products. :)

picture 1: the box is so kawaii~

(1) If Snow of Love -- transparent color with white glitters and pink love.

(2) Falls on the Christmas Tree -- transparent color with green, red, gold glitters. -- it bring your nail looks like a christmas tree. (I love lovee lovvee this so much. It is so bling-bling and make me feel chic yet elegant. Lol)

picture 2

Are you wondering now?? Ok, let see how it's looks.

There are some combination here: 

1. I combine: If Snow of Love + Falls on the Christmas Tree. (left)

2. I'm using Revlon: Love Her Madly (see, the other sweet name right?) as the base colour + Falls on the Christmas Tree (see picture num 6, my left forefinger)

3. Revlon: Love Her Madly + If Snow of Love(right) -- this looks like I use crack kutek, isn't it? :D

picture 3

picture4

 4. Falls on the Christmas Tree

picture 5

5. Overall view

picture 6

I use Missha as my top coat btw. To summarize, the color i like to the most is Falls on the Christmas Tree for this Christmas (pict num 5). But for my casual day, i prefer to use combination num 3 (Revlon: Love Her Madly + If Snow of Love(pic 1) :D

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The other gorgeous series of Etude If Story Nail Kit Christmas Edition are:

psst: if u notice, there's no pink love on my finger while I'm using If Snow of Love. That's because i already use shocking pink as my base color, so I prefer to save the cute love for next time :)

Thank you princess etude house online shop as my sponsor for this time. If you guys admiring and envy mine, just order it soon on the link I share. It is the trusted online shop :D Sorry for the bad quality of photos.
Merry Christmas!

Hy! Sebelomnya gw suka banget deh sama background, efek santa claus and his sleigh, sama waving snowman yang lewat2 dan goyang2 di header blog gw, if u r not notice it. Thanks to blognation.com <3>

Ok, finally I back now on the other important dates on December. Yap, the previous important date was on 12 Dec 2012 that make it be so damn special, coz it was written as 12-12-12, that won't happen until the next thousand year. Where will i be at that period? hahaa.. But unluckily, i didn't write any post at the special date since i didn't have any idea. :|

But here I am, coming back on the special date on December, 21st which is come on today. I guess everybody is already know apa sih spesialnya dari tanggal hari ini? Yaps, it is related to Mayan prediction of world ending in 2012. Do you believe them? :)

Just say the truth, gw bukan tipe orang yang percaya dengan hal-hal yang ga masuk diakal. Saat lu ngobrol sama gw dan mengutarakan suatu pernyataan atau alasan, kalau pernyataan kalian ga masuk logika, siap-siap dibanjiri berbagai pertanyaan aneh gw yang baru akan berenti kalau akhirnya gw menemukan kelogisan dari pernyataan kalian, atau saat gw akhirnya uda males mendebatkan dan uda pasang muka i-don't-care-whatever-u-said. Hahahaa.. Tapi untuk ketidak-masuk-akalan kali ini yang mengatakan kiamat di tahun 2012, sejujurnya gw percaya ga percaya. 

Berbagai pendapat tentang bener salahnya ini sebenernya uda heboh banget dari kira-kira tahun 2009an, dan makin seru saat film 2012 meluncur di bioskop2 kesayangan anda pada tahun 2010. Ngantrinya bokkk... sembako kalah! Gw inget waktu itu gw nonton aja uda hari kesekian tuh film tayang, dan itu ngantri masih ajubila, dari pintu masuk bioskop dan muter2 beberapa putaran di dalemnya. Akhirnya gw dan temen gw dengan santainya jalan langsung ke barisan paling depan dan mendekati seorang tante2 yang bermuka judes, dan temen gw nekad minta nitip beli tiket. Gw saat itu uda serem2 aja takut disemprot, eh taunya si tante langsung tersenyum dan nanya, mo nonton apa dan jem berapa punya. Waw, don't judge people by their fierce face is does happen!

Nah, balik lagi, katanya sih yah mustinya kiamat jatuhnya di hari ini, karena di kalender suku maya hanya berenti di tanggal ini (?). Gw ga tau sih, gw ga pernah baca official artikelnya, abisnya tanggal2nya beda2 kayanya di tiap artikel. Cuma just say, if it really happen today.. hmmm... what should I do? It is 20.20 now (hey, lets make a wish! I wish doomsday is not happen today, amen), so it's only about 4 hours left. Oh God! I still have a dozen hundred thousand things to do in my live. But, just in case, if it really happen..umm..maybe this is my last post... (eaaa really really drama queen and i hate it but i wanna do this for now. LOL), i wanna write a long long long post for today :)

Here are some of my thoughts when I ask myself, what will I do if today is the end of world?

1. I wanna ask my close friends, if they have a-two things they wanna tell to me.. secret, mind, impression, anything..

2. I wanna make a list of "things I haven't do on my life". Such as: celebrating Christmas in somewhere snowing.. traveling around the world, at least i have to go to Paris and others romantic places.. etc. not to mention here.

3. I wanna make a list of "what have i got and done (ALL about my achievement) on my whole life" (i wanna think only good things on my last seconds), and send my sincere gratitude to Him..

4. Turn the lock and  get my self bowing and singing a prayer on the corner. (waw, how religious I am!)

5. Eat as much as i can. Sing as much as i can sing. Talking and joking with my friends.

6. Say "sorry", "thank you" and describe "how much i love them and they never know how much they really mean to me" to the people that really mean to me.

and many more...

But in fact, i do nothing with all of my thoughts i have mention above. Hahahaaaa.. Maybe after this I will do the second and third, if i'm not lazy :)). But at least gw seneng dan bersyukur banget setidaknya tahun 2012 hampir habis, dan tanggal 21 desember juga hampir habis, dan belom dan semoga ga akan ada something yg menyeramkan terjadi. Padahal sejak memasuki tahun 2012, gw uda parno membayangkan dunia bakal ancur pelahan2. Abisnya gw mikirnya kalau, kalau yaaa.. hanya kalau.. kalau bener2 it does happen gitu, ga mungkin mendadak glek glek glek, ancur gitu bumi. Pasti dia slow motion gt kan? Balas dendam yang perlahan itu lebih menyakitkan loh. #eh. Nah jadi kalau akhirnya 21 desember berganti menjadi 22. Manusia bisa merayakan natal dengan normal dan manusia bisa sekali lagi menikmati indahnya kembang api tahun 2013, gw merasa jauh lebih lega karena ramalan kali ini ga tepat untungnya. Hahahaa..

Ya udah ah. Pokonya gw sih sangat mengimani kalau everything is gonna be ok today, tomorrow, and forever. Jadi mending pada ke mall aja berburu diskon2 menjelang natal dan tahun baru, dan jangan lupa kado natalnya buat gw yah.. Gw sudah menjadi anak baik kok 0:) Santa Claus is coming! teng teng teng *suara lonceng*