i've just watched 'Crazy Little Thing Called Love' yesterday, after all the recommended from my friends. at first i really interest because the man on the film--Shone. wuahhh u can see that he's really handsome, kind, and so perfect. and also for the woman--Nam. yah actually i still confuse how Nam can be changed so quick and be really the new person. She suddenly becomes so beautiful, thin, and WHITE! Whereas at first she was really black and seem crumpled. hahahah

but the main poin in here, i really recommended this film to all of you guys, because it has a good message. if you love somebody, just make sure she/he knows your feeling. however i know u'll think to write down in here is really easy, but hey i know.. this is so damn difficult. but yeah this is the best thing u can do. don't be late to express it, cause it's really damn hurt. u can see, when either Nam or Shone never express their feeling, when Nam express, it's already too late. i've been crying during this scene:

gosh, if u wacth all the part of the film, i bet you must be really get heartsick. cause i really feel so sad and the tears sprang out my eyes nonstop. ==a
i don't know why i feel so hurt like that. hahahaa.. terlalu melankolis pas menontonkah, apa emang the movie is really touching. :p
yah at last intinya i love this movie. but gua lebih cinta sama Mario Maurer nyaa.. hualahh.. seriusan ganteng pisan. *melted,mupeng*

i have no words to share

there's only a blank

 many times i ask myself

have i made a mistake?

but i never know the answer

think about something that i never understand

whole of my life time i have spent

and still, i can't get it

and my heart is scuffling

think whether i'm right or wrong

don't know when the end will come

i just know that i've missed the chance

and never get the second

so whatever the answer

everything is done

just be grateful that finally i know the feeling

although i hope i can get the second chance

to find up the answer

and begin from the start

but i don't know if it will be better or even worse

i lost the chance.. and i know that u won't give me the second chance

after all i've done for u..

and honestly, i'm afraid with the second chance

i afraid i will make u hurt again.. and at that moment

u'll never forgive me anymore..

and i know, it's too late

i will never have everything like before

Welcome back Reina! :)

yeah after a long time no write, now officially i make my blogger active again. :D

well em maybe because i just read almost whole biography of Taylor Swift

and i really admiring she now.

she is one of the perfect person and i envy her. ><

first, look for her appearances

you see.. white, western, blonde, pretty, tall and thin

then we see for her personality and talent

she is talented, and no one doubt 'bout it

she is a singer, song-writer, actress, model

she can play piano and guitar

and maybe the other--i dont know it--

she won a dozen awards, and maybe all the people around the world know this

when she got the grammy award, and she wanted to had a speech

suddenly Kanye West came and took her microphone

then said that beyonce was better

and Swift's speech was stop at the moment

and i'm sure it must so embarrassing

but at last West apologized to her on his blog

and she forgiven him!

--well we don't know if she really forgiven him,

but she didn't make a longer fight, right?--

and if you read Swift's songs that she wrote by herself

i really love her writing

she really has a perfect taste on writing and makes it be 

a good composition of melody

and once again, i really envy with her

and LOVE her so much, in the same time..

and for now, she is my role model :D

<3>

i recommend you to watch the MV of -Mine- by Swift

she is really pretty at the opening

and the main point is,

this MV is really touching

i don't know why

but i feel very touched when watched it

maybe because it shows almost whole story of love life of human

from the sweet-bitter-and everlasting love

hahahahah :D

great experience :)

kemaren tanggal 21 Desember salah 1 hari bersejarah buat gw. wkwkwk lebai.com.. jadi tuh cerita awalnya gini, suatu hari pas gw baru balik ke kelas, si laoshi bilang kalo ada lomba karoke gt, karena gw pikir karoke tuh berarti lomba nyante nan buat maen2, jadi gua tertarik. apa ge trnyta kelas gw rame yg daftar, makin pengen. alhasil gw dan dewi pun daftarin diri. naahh pas sebelom hr H penyaringan pertama, gw uda males gtu sbnerna, abis na cari video buat karoke na susah amit.. banyakan ada suara penyanyi asli na dan gw ga ngerti gimana cara buat ilangin na. jadi na yah sudahlahh gw ngasal pilih lagu angela chang-qin ai na bu shi ai qing. [gw bingung perasaan nih lagu terkenal pas jaman na, tp knp bnyk yg kga tw ya.. --a]. 

eehh taunya gua ditipu.. pas hr H, krn tidak ada na persiapan matang, akhirnya mereka pada ga bisa buka video na n dll deh yg buang2 wktu aja. akhr na diputuskan nnyi tanpa musik. karoke abis dah tuh~~ ==a. [kampret na, tuh bikin perjuangan gw siapin video karoke trbuang sia2. ckckck]. trs bego na mnrt gw nih mah nama na lomba nnyi beneran. apa na yg karoke. wong kita jg ga bole liat teks. trs jadinya gw 1-1 na peserta yg liat teks dr awal smpe abis, dan gw mrasa at d momen, nnyi gw jlk dibanding biasa na. gw malu gt sbnernya, tapi bodo amet, demi sertifikat [hibur diri :p]. dan krn gw mrasa kelar mlakukan tugas dan gw terburu2, gw pun pulang lebih awal krn emg mw ngajar. eh emg takdir, tau na gw masuk 10 besar. ih waww.. gw merasa bangga gt gara2 gw mrasa ancur cacat gt kq bs lolos. nah masuk 10 bsr tuh bikin gw ribet

msk 10 bsr arti na tar pas final gw msti pilih 1 lagu berunsur budaya indo/china gt buat dinyanyiin. then brarti gw nyanyi na di panggung audit depan smw anak2 sascin. gw uda males gelaa.. uda mau mundur, tapi trnyata dr 10 orang tuh, 3 orang uda mundur duluan. it means kalo kesempatan menang lebih gede. walo sejujurnya gw tetep pesimis sih. soal na gw ga apal2. awal na gw pilih lagu beijing huan ying ni, dan gw usaha apal sayang na ga apal2. trs gw pas gw nnya laoshi, kata na tuh kurang bagus. jadi 1 hari sblm na gw baru dapet lagu baru: ayo mama. swttt.. --a. mana gw ga apal2 jg pas apalin itu. uda pesimis abis dalem ati, pengen banget mundur cuma gw berasa lemah abis sampe ga mau usaha nantang diri gw. akhir na gw bodo amet dan gw tantang diri gw

berbekal PD entah dari mana [yaialah, secara tuh lagu gaje, gw ga apal, gw ga tw msti bergaya apa], inti na bener2 buta, tapi gw tetep sotoi maju ke dpn. smpe sejujurnya, pas sebelom gw naek, gw uda mau nngis saking stres na. wkwkkw. doa gua cuma biar orang2 pada ga tau teks na biar kalo gw salah ga ada yg tau, trs bisa nyanyi gimana cara na yg pntg ga bikin diri gw malu. dan majulah gw pas nama gw dipanggil. thanks God karena lampu penonton dimatiin dan lampu sorot tuh terang gela. gw ga gitu jelas liat penonton dan gw nnyi tanpa gemeter sama skali, cuma sayang na smw teks yg uda gw usahain apal, hilang dalam sekejab. cuma reff na doang yg gw apal. alhasil, seperempat bait 1 gw ngarang, dan tiga perempat bait ke2 gw ngarang. sampe dalem ati gw nnya: nih gw bacot paan sih? tau ah, lanjut bacot sendiri aja. wkwkwkkw

dan walo sebenernya gw aga kecewa sama otak gw yang bego, [ia sebenerna gw apal loh walo aga belepotan pas lat, eeh pas perform ilang smw], tapi gua salut karena at least gw berani tantang diri gw walo ga menang. dari dulu, gw paling ga PD buat nyanyi dpn umum. gw paling ga berani buat naek panggung dan jadi sorot bintang utama. tapi kemaren gw lawan ke2 rasa takut trbesar gw. kmrn adalah ke3 kalina gw perform di atas panggung. [2x sblm na gw balet-->jauh lbh asoi n ga bkn gw stres]. PLOK PLOK PLOKKKK... yda ah cukup sekian. gw cuma arep smoga taon dpn gw sehoki dan seberani ini dan semoga jauh lbh mmpersiapkan. wkwkkwkwwk

the meaning of colours

one upon a time,--jiah  gaya g kek mw ngedongeng yah men--, si  mona nnya ma gw, apa si wrna na dia yg sesuai sm kepribadian na. g pun bilang oren [sotoi abis]. pdhal g ga tw apa arti na, akhr na g kepo googling and get this meaning. ga smw wrna dibahas sih syg na.. see:


Warna Biru
Jika kamu menyukai warna biru, maka kamu termasuk dalam tipe pemurung, selalu menyenangkan dan selalu bertindak pasif dalam segala hal. Mendambakan ketenangan dan ketentraman. Kamu selalu mendapat kesulitan dalam pergaulan. Demikian pula dalam bercinta karena kamu pintar dalam menyembunyikan perasaan.

Warna Hijau
Warna kesukaan kamu hijau, maka kamu adalah tipe yang sangat romantik, menyukai keindahan, menyenangi alam dengan udara yang sejuk. Kamu adalah seseorang yang selalu memegang prinsip. Dalam hal bercinta kamu mengidam-idamkan calon teman hidup yang penuh toleransi dan dapat dipercaya.

Warna Kuning
Kesukaan kamu warna kuning menandakan bahwa kamu memiliki sifat optimis. Kamu tipe periang dan senang bergaul, tidak memiliki penampilan yang loyo. Sifat tolong-menolong selalu ada dalam diri kamu, karena menolong merupakan suatu kewajiban mutlak bagi kamu. Kamu orang yang tidak pernah meremehkan siapapun juga, walaupun seseorang itu dungu atau bloon.

Warna Ungu
Kalo warna Ungu (Violet) menjadi warna favorit kamu maka kamu adalah tipe yang benar-benar luar biasa. Dalam menghadapi masa depan kamu tidak pernah ragu-ragu, apa yang dikerjakan kamu adalah yang terbaik. Kamu pandai benar dalam mengikuti perkembangan jaman. Dalam bercinta, hanya merekalah yang kuat mental yang bisa mendekati dan menjadi kekasih kamu.

Warna Putih
Jika kamu menyukai warna putih, maka kamu adalah orang yang dilahirkan ke dunia dengan sempurna, banyak orang mengagumi kamu karena sifat angun, sifat idealis dan moral kamu yang teramat tinggi. Tak pernah angkuh, senang menolong siapa saja yang membutuhkan bantuan kamu.

Warna Hitam
Kamu termasuk tipe orang yang sangat lincah dalam hal-hal tertentu saja. Kalo kamu berada dilingkungan yang tidak disukai, maka kamu akan menjadi murung. Kamu selalu tampil menarik, rapi, cukup banyak lawan jenis berusaha mengejar dan merebut cinta kamu.

Warna Merah
Kamu termasuk tipe yang sangat berwibawa dan juga senang mengayomi teman yang lemah. Walau sering kali bergaul dan bercanda tapi kamu bisa menahan diri. Banyak orang mengatakan cinta, tapi kamu selalu berpikir dan berpikir lagi. Kamu termasuk tipe yang sulit jatuh cinta.



why wrna2 khususna ungu dan putih memiliki makna yg indah yah?? jd pgen ngaku2 ni. kwkwkwkw

assistant tutor..fu dao de assistant..*

good news for today that i will teach the kindergarden childs in a small school. not school sih.. it more seems like a t4 les, but it also has a school on the morning. tp gw cm ngajar pas les na sih.. bkn skula na, scr gw kul. wkkw.. it's near from my house and can be reach by walking about 5 minutes. this is my old t4 les, and i've never thought before that finally when i grow up, i will teach in here :)
i will teach on wednesday and friday on 2 pm. bcause i'm the new one, i can't be a teacher, but still be the assistant. i will teach chinese and english. wow.. i really nervous. hahaha.. thanks God to give me this chance.
btw, dl tuh permainan na [especially ayunannya] made from besi, yg kalo dimaenin ngek ngok ngek ngok gt bunyinya. but when i see it now, it's made from plastic loh. it's change. skrg msh berderak2 ga yah kl g maenin?? cm kan malu men uda tua. hihihi
btw info khusus 4 my friends that read this blog, especially dana--krn biasa dia rutin ikutin blog gw--jgn blg ke yg laen ya kl i'm a assistant teacher now. scr gw blm mule juga, and honestly, i'm REALLY NOT confident :( jd stttttt.. :)
*: maksa abis gw :p

20 vocab u might study for today

these are taken from eat pray love novel on the 2 first pages. [mind it, only 2 pages i already found 25 vocab] --a. but not all the words are new for me sih.. but this is the words that i usually forget what is the meaning. wkkwk

1. devastating: completely destroy [yg menghancurkan]
2. interminable: yang tak terelakan
3. divorce: ending of marriage
4. affair: events or series of events
5. brittle: hard but easily broken [rapuh]
6. inflict: memberikan
7. busted up: break [hancur]
8. unsullied: tak tercela
9. promptly: exactly [tepat]
10. celibacy: bujangan 
11. savvy: cerdas
12. inquired: questioned (mempertanyakan)
13. innuendo: unfavourable indirect references 
14. appeal: beg [permohonan]
15. keen: sharp [ex: my keen insting]
16. adjust: make it right
17. slightly: light(weight); low
18. reminiscent: talk wt enjoyment about the past
19. nonetheless: meskipun begitu
20. flickering: quick bright blow
21. chopped: hit
22. knotty: complicated
23. further: lbh lanjut
24. healing: become to make healthy again
25. solitude: a calm/quiet condition [kesunyian]

have u ever read these words before?? i already try to remember the meaning, but i can't. maybe it will take about 1 week to remember it?? --a. lets remember together friends :)